Worse than a drug

I hate to say I’m an addict
But I’m afraid it’s true
I’m 100 percent addicted
And in love with you
And I use the word addicted
Because it’s not a healthy love
I fiend 4 your attention
As if it were a drug
No matter how I try to kick it
I relapse and 4 get the pain
I put it all behind me
So I can get your fix again
I dont know what’s wrong with me
But no matter what I do
I lay in bed just wishing
That I could b close 2 you
I hurt 4 u  to b around me
And I ache to feel your love
I swear, I lay here thinking
U fucked me up worse than any drug