Wallow in Sorrow

Gentle wisps of sadness

Softly brush my skin

And cradle me in zone of sorrow

Laughing and crying I try to pull free

And yet it never wants to let go of me

As I learn to accept this

And wallow through it all

I am learning new things

About myself that I never knew before

I thought I was strong enough to hold up a wall

But I'm really just scared that I'm about to fall

I'm weak and there's no excuse for it

I try to make friends but they shut me down

Don't worry I'm used to it

Isn't it sad that I can finally say 

The realities of my life like it was nothing?

I am used to it

I'll be okay

I will eventually fade away