You Should Have Listened

The hatred is growing stronger blood pressure is on the rise and the voices are getting louder telling me to let them take over my pain the last of my willpower is slowly fading chaos is ready to come out and play the lights are slowly fading away it gets hard every day you control myself I know the more I let go the worse it will be

The lights are very difficult to see now the darkness is closing in I know I'll regret what will happen when the light goes out but you all have pushed me to this point the point that I can't control

I hear the voices clearly now there is one that stands out from the rest telling me in a slow soft voice let me out let me out to play

The laughter in the darkness would be terrifying to most but to me it's a welcoming sound to a end a end to this pointless way of life this sorry excuse of a existence I'll be going now I hope you are happy with what you let out and don't blame me for what happens to you because it was you who unlocked the door and let laughter and chaos out