Fake "Love"

Life is like a box of chocolates
Just a mystery
Never thought I'd love a girl
More than I loved my family

I put her before everything
And now my soul's bankrupt
I got her everything she wanted
But it still wasn't enough

I tried so hard to get this girl
But nothing seemed to work
It's like no matter what I did
That I could never quench her thirst

I don't know how she got so close
I don't know where it started
I don't know why I tried so hard
she never tried her hardest

So many questions left un answered
Will I ever find out why
Was what I really felt true love
Or was it all a lie

She told me that she loved me
And almost every night
I should have know to think it over
When she hoed for other guys

I fell in love with hoe
And this for no apparent reason
She hurt me now I'm hoping karma
Comes around just like the seasons

Everything I believed in was a lie
My whole world did a barrel roll
Now I'm wondering what is true
And if it ever will be told

This world is really cruel
It's so deceiving and it's cold
This is coming from experience
Don't trust all that your told