Past Memories

Walking through all these past memories
My heart aches and my chest is tight
I'm fighting the tears
And I'm running out of years

Walking through all these past memories
My nose runs and my head is cold
I'm shivering and the chills make my pulse race
It's no longer a thrill to be in this place

Walking through all these past memories
My feet hurt with recollections of thorns and my fingers twitch
I can feel the ghosting of rain on skin
I wish I could be in that time again

Walking through all these past memories
My skin is clammy and my makeup is running
I remember what fun we had
WHY DOES EVERYTHING HURT SO BAD?

Walking through all these past memories
My chest heaves up and down and I'm getting louder
I can't do this any longer
Pain hasn't made me any stronger

Walking through all these past memories
It's a miracle I'm still breathing.