postcard

Post·card

Send me a postcard

One with you smiling

Next to that new girl you claim to love

Send me a message

One where you tell me everything is fine without me

One where everything seems perfect

And i am nothing but a fading memory

And a familiar face

A old lover

A distant friend

Whisper words to me

Words that say you have moved on

Words saying that you will forget me

Words that hurt when spoke

Say you love me

Than take it back

Make this easy for both of us

Tell me you don’t care

Tell me you never have

Because nothing you can say

Nothing you can do

Will make this hurt less  

Will make this go away

Because it’s easy to go from strangers to lovers

But it is hard to go from lovers to strangers

And now memories are forced to stay alive

While we sit in our own world

Separate lives

I remember the laughs

The late night phone calls

When we danced under the stars

When we laid next to each other

Admiring the love we shared

But now my memories are painted over

With screaming and fights

It’s painted over with mental bruises and beatings

Where you don’t love me anymore

And i look into your eyes and the light is gone

The way you view me has changed

You don’t have any feelings for me

You want to be free

You want to leave

So leave!

Be happy without me

But send me a postcard when you go

Send me postcards along your way

Searching for happiness in other women

Tell me you are better without me … make this easy!