Each Breath, A sharp Reminder

"Each breath is a sharp reminder that I chose this?"

That is right, you did choose it, so don't try to blame me. As hard as I tried to get you to stay, You still left me, its not the other way you see.   You are the one that did this to us, Made me feel like dying, The whole time I was loving you, All you were doing was lying.   You always told me how scared you were, How you thought I would break your heart, You felt like I would disappear, You sure are a work of art.   I hate that I let myself love you. I should have never let down my guard. All I wanted was to have you forever, Now my life is forever scarred.   I cant even find strong enough words, To tell you how much I'm really hurting. I feel like I'm completely exploding, From all the energy I've been exerting.   I wasted too much time being with you, And now, crying myself to sleep. I wish that we were still together, Even knowing your such a creep.   I hate the way I feel about you, I hate that the feeling is love, I hate that I think your my only one, I hate that we fit like a glove.   Too many days I felt like dying. Too many days when I've cried over you. Too many times I almost call you, Some day I'll get over you too.   You knew that I liked you, loved you even, And you totally used me, Now I have been completely ruined, I wish I could let you go and just be free.   Yet for some strange reason, I still cant seem to want to let you go. I still love you with all of me being, With all my heart and soul.   I loved you to the point of no return, I needed you till the end of time, But you ran away, left me high and dry, You should be convicted of a crime.   When the day comes, and I know it will, I'll be reading a book under a tree. That day when I'm completely over you, And you'll have no power over me.