Lost alone.

never cared enough about myself at all
threw a brick at the wall, broke church windows
set sail and I found myself lost in the ocean
nothing of interest and my heart too was broken
drawn out rainy days, I thought it was just a phase
left alone and so wasn't it really ever no wonder
I saw my cloud that lifted the soul from within me
lived the world I lived in and nothing came of it
worried places, found somewhere, lay my head down to rest
cooked some food in a burnt out gypsy caravan
watched my life pass me by as slow as the eye could see
knew this day would come when the angels sang this song
wondered where I was hiding behind those big steps
up there in the heavens watched down on little old me
yet, although I never really cared about myself at all
there is one thing that I would just like to say to you
my life now, my heart and my soul is a part of it
kiss the sun and move to Mars let Venus love itself
for my credit and my destiny, have I made it finally.