Afraid

This fear is suffocating me 

And I can't figure out why 

I need to know how much he knows 

And I can only imagine 

The consequences 

If he found out 

But the thing is 

If he came at me with a gun 

I wouldn't stop him 

It's nothing but a sick game 

And I just want it to fucking end 

So why am I afraid? 

And now it hits me 

Like a fist to my stomach 

Like HIS fist to my stomach 

I'm afraid for you.