Smile and a Frown

I feel down in the dumps,

And I don't know what's the cause,

Weather it's that certain past memory,

Or what the future holds.

I act as if I'm smiley and light,

Laughing all the time.

But when I'm all alone at night,

I show my true colors with a frown.

People think my life is perfect,

But I will beg to differ,

It might be a small problem to them,

But my whole life is circling this.