Uncertainty Is Lonesome

Lately the stars haven't been shining.
She left and it feels like a part of me is dying.
Oh how I miss you so damn much.
It wasn't you but me that fucked up.
My insecurities got the best of me.
I forgot about you. I forgot about us.
I miss you so much.
I want you back in my arms.
Back to before I did any harm.
Things won't be the same.
Oh how I miss you calling my name.
The sound of your voice.
How I was your first and only choice.
But it's to late. It's too fucking late.
The time we had will be a memory that will forever remain with pain.
Lonesome nights. Hopeless mind.
Please come back and be mine.
My biggest regret.
The promises I made were never kept.
I'm holding on and coping to the best of my abilities.
No one else will see what you saw in me.
The possibilities and capabilities.
What I could have done. What should have been.
Here I am. Depressed all over again.
You were the light that saved me from the dark.
I'm heart broken and everything is falling apart.
I love you dearly.
I miss you dearly.
I dream of you coming back to be.
I need to stay awake because dreams only last for a night.