Wait No Longer

My spark has returned

I have forgiven all those who have burned me

The ones who are not satisfied with the results of their schemes

The ones who have hated me since they saw to it that my dreams would not be coming true through them

The jackals who have waited for my fall for centuries and never have come close to finding me anywhere

My spark is back

I am taking it all the way there this time

Tears have fallen by the gallon

I could have collected them in bottles like the rain that collects in puddles on the rooftops and in the ground

I have found myself once again

A brand new outlook

A brilliant future

A chance to find my next true love

Sometimes I wonder if that part has already arrived

There is this boy who does something to me that I simply cannot explain

He is not all there in his straight little melon

In fact, close to that place that we call "insane"

His brainwaves grope my senses

His energy makes me wet

His azure eyes show me a plan in some distant part of the future

A promise to never let me forget him

Is this that curse from Ancient Sumeria ricocheting against my soul yet again?

I really believe that I have paid my dues

I have faith that Egypt has my hand

I am coming into a part of this existence that I have co-written where I am truly able to understand everything that is going down all around me

A time to relax in the carefree zone

A time when my gorgeous spouse makes me remember what I sound like when a cock makes me  moan in pleasure void of emotional pain

The erasure of that dirty little stain that never fades away is

More than possible

It is, in fact, a reality of mine

I will own that one for certain

I have drawn the iron curtain on my own

My spark has returned

To burn my fire

To light my sacred flame

To ignite my breath with a phosphorescence that compliments the sound

The spark of the great hearth fire that I am bound to

By ancestry

By reality

By blood

By lyrics written by Tori Amos

Boys on my left side

Boys on my right side

Boys in the middle

But his crazy ass is not here

And, that is ok by me but I will wait no longer for him to come all the way back around...

7-06-2016