The Pain of Rejection

Never once did the thought of Rejection come to mind

To me it was all just a reflection

A reflection of Rejection

Because I thought we were meant to be

My intentions were telling me that you were kind

Kind enough to know not to hurt me

Knowing how I felt about you from the start

But than again my emotions were telling me no that you weren't the one for me

And that we would never be

But instead I ignored my emotions and listened to my heart to see what you would say

Wondering if your answer would be Yes or No

Wondering if could stand the pain

The pain of Rejection that only seemed to me as a Reflection

Now I see that I was blind

Blind by your beauty and kindness

Because you did end up  rejecting me

You were only stringing my hopes along

Playing tricks with me and my emotions

This is all just a state of devotion

Now that you rejected me I must learn to deal with the pain somehow & someway

Because all that was just a Reflection became reality