88 / Compost Pile / Colours

By Arcassin Burnham

I don't know why it takes so long for me to get ahold

Of you,

Your soul is too lucid  laced with redness of rosary residue,

I have no choice not to be in your presence, this is the exact

Meaning,

I'm blinking my eyes and I'm going insane for these miles

That I'm entering,

To get to you,

You love is like a flute, and I'm ready to be serenaded,

Shouldn't I be the one singing,

I got too much on my mind,

Besides, I'm enjoying the tune.

/

Am I really good? Will I be alright?

Looking for a chance but a different fight,

You shot me down but I got right back up and you

ain't seen me In a different light,

Tell me where did we go wrong when the time came,

I was always down for you but you were insane,

You shot me down,

And you just ran off with your friends again , dang!

Always thought you were the love of my life though......

But you were like everyone else in this hell of a school,

I never was cool,

I wasn't a pot of pretty flowers , a puddle of drool,

Everyone was treating me like I was a fool,

Unloyal to myself like a plain used tool,

Am I really good? Will I be alright?

Looking for a chance but a different fight,

You shot me down but I got right back up and you

ain't seen me In a different light,

Tell me where did we go wrong when the time came,

I was always down for you but you were insane,

You shot me down,

And you just ran off with your friends again , dang!

/

Reds and blues,

I don't want the blues,

I was like heaven to you,

Cutting ties,

Done with all the lies,

When I say cutting,

Red like blood tombs,

Forget I love you too,

Dusting off my shoes,

Please! I'll stay with you,

Just make a move,

Check mate,

Fulfilling all your needs,

Like I outta' be,

Learn the birds and bees by myself

Through pornography,

Honestly,

I digress,

Expressing through the trees,

Love was just a sleeze,

Picking enemies,

Swear that I was amazed.