A Meth Addicts Prayer

Dear Lord I Come To You Tonight
I'm In Need... In Need Of Getting My Life Right
It's Harder Than Everyone Thinks & I Don't Know If I Can Pull Thru
So Father Please Help Me, I'm Begging You
I Wanna Be Done, I Want It To Be Over, I Need To Stop Before Its Too Late
Please Guide My Way Bc How I'm Feeling Now I'm Starting To Lose Faith
I Don't Know How This Happened.. How I Got To Where I Am Now
Could You Please Take Me Back In Time Somehow?
I Swear I Never Intended To Go This Far, I Never Meant To Make My Life A Mess
But Here I Am.. Addicted To Crystal Meth
Nobody Understands My Battle, Nobody Understands The Fight.. Nobody Cares To Even Listen To What This Addiction Is Really Like
"You Had A Choice, It's Your Fault, You Shouldn't Have Done It In The First Place! Now Look At You, You Got Scars All On Your Arm, Your Face Is Skinny, Everyone Can Tell You Lost Weight!"
All People See Us As Is Dopeheads That Are Going To Hell
They So Quick To Judge & Talk Shit But Turn Their Back When We Really Need Help
The Pain, The Hurt, The Hopeless Feeling.. Yeah We Do Cry..
But It Gets To The Point Where We Just Wanna Get High
That One Hit, That One Snort, That One Shot Up Is All It Takes..
Then We Don't Care What Anyone Says.. We Don't Care What They Think..
But How Long Will That Help? How Long Will That Last? What About When I Come Down? Will The Pain Finally Have Passed?
Lord Please Help... This Ain't The Life For Me..
The Life Of Drugs, Sadness, Hurt, & Misery..
Please Hear My Cry Tonight & Help Me Get Thru This...
Love,
A Helpless, Lonely, Confused Meth Addict