Loveless childhood

Compassion, Love, care and attention,
4 things that are unrealistic,
Chilling like the villain you are,
Your nice watch and fancy car,
Heartless body,
Bottomless soul,
Constantly hustling,
nothing but a thug,
Not loved as a child,
not even a hug,
Until this lady came along, oh wow she was Beautiful,
Wow this lady,
Next thing i know she's had my Baby,
Should have used contraception,
For the child's protection,
From a loveless mother,
And a Dad who is Wild,
1 year Later the Dad is no more,
Mother and son,
She don't know any better,
Defeat is gonna get ya,
Now left with a twisted little man,
19 Now,
Im expected to be normal,
Even feel it,
Cant cope with this world,
i cant believe it
MAN its hard, everyone knows that,
But to never know the feeling of a father,
Or to never be truly kissed by your only mother,
Its hard to realise,
That in a room full of people,
Im alone.
A loveless child hood,
That's me,
Still tho, ive gotta man up.
Tell everyone im fine.