My Former Doom

 

The needle is thread , the flesh is bone

The spit is dew ,my heartbreak is home

Your green eyes sparkle like diamonds

Bright stars to light my confinment

I would be your mess ,you would be mine

That was the deal that we had signed

I bought a broom to clean your sharp waste

Shields and swords to keep us safe

But now I'm alone in an empty room

Looking in the mirror staring at my former doom

I'm sorry for what happened with one ,two ,three ,four

I've realized now that I was such a whore

And now I'm alone... In an empty room

Looking in the mirror ,staring at my former doom

 

Oh why (why!) why couldn't I see

That you were all I needed nothing more

All I ever wanted you-to-do was to be with me

And now I sit alone in an empty room

Looking in the mirror staring at my former doom

 

We used to stay up all night and laugh

But now all I feel is your heated wrath

And how I used to hold you so tight in my arms

But I won't again I've done too much harm

I had the world ,I guess I was to blind to see

And because of my stupidity,

My dreams are now nightmares...

Oh, baby... our love was so rare

But I had to go and force a tear

And now... my heart feels so bare

 

Oh why (why!) why couldn't I see

That you were all I needed nothing more

All I ever wanted you-to-do was to be with me

And now I sit alone in an empty room

Looking in the mirror staring at my former doom

 

And when I look into the mirror wondering where I went wrong

I realize that the list is far too long

Oh ,I'm sorry for one ,two ,three ,and four

If only you'd take me back so my broken heart would soar

But when I think about asking for a second chance

I come to terms that I don't deserve a second chance

Or even one green eyed glance

 

Oh why (why!) why couldn't I see

That you were all I needed nothing more

All I ever wanted you-to-do was to be with me

And now I sit alone in an empty room

Looking in the mirror staring at my former doom

 

And all I wanna do is hold you again

Or even be privleged to call you my friend

To say farewell is something I need to do

But honestly... I don't wanna ever forget about you