Oblivion.

Bury me beneath the ground
Where I can sleep with out a sound to wake me from my endless dreams. 
Internally Im lost at sea.

I cannot breathe beneath these waves that I create
Inside a crazed state of mind.
It's hard to find a reason to live
When all you do is give and never receive.
It's hard to believe
I even breathe, let alone speak
Underneath this pile of grief.

I am completely lost
Inside a mind in a holocaust.
Killing off all of my hopes and dreams
While memories are consuming me.

I find my release in the form of weed and alcohol.
Numbing my mind and body for the fall
Into an oblivion.