Oh what to do

I feel so disconnected from you right now
Sitting in bed just wondering how
This happened
What did I do to detach from you
Was it my fault how this gap grew

I still look at you and think I'm so lucky you're out of my league
Then I think back to the argument last week
Surely it's not right to always end the night in a fight
With your long blonde hair and your amazing smile
I felt so lucky for quite a while

But now it's all changed, the sex ain't the same
I'm thinking of my next 30 years if I stay.
It may all end it tears
But if I go and end this show I guess our love can never grow

I don't know what to do, who can I ask?
I can ask my old man but not with his past
They say you must give and take
But if I bend anymore I'm afraid I might break

So I guess I'll lie here a little longer
And hope my love can get a little stronger