I want to forget I love you

I want to forget that I love you/I want to deny that through whatever/I placed no one above you/I want to put in the past/what was and could be our future/let go of the fact that I ever even knew you/I want to lie to my heart/tell it you are not gone/that you haven't move on/that's when reality hits me/and emotions run rapid/wants,needs,having/means nothing if you don't have it/maybe loving you is a habit/that I just can't quit/like drinking and smoking/and out of all you are the one/I never want to/I want to be a better man/I want to start all over/kiss you, hold you.