Rise or fall

Sitting here thinking about the one I care so much for/the one I love and adore/everything I could ask for/at times I feel like walking away/at times I regret the things I do and say/then knowing that you give your best makes everything OK/sometimes I lose myself trying to find myself in you/sometimes I wonder if this is real/is it a dream or at all true/there are also times when I know I can't give up/cause I put in my all/I invested so much/win or lose/all and all/I am here until the end/rise or fall.