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You know the whirlpool a flushing toilet creates?

Imagine that but never ending

Imagine that's your life, out of control

Welcome this world of mine

Negativity is the only thing I see

There was a time when I was happy

Even a time where I embraced the lie

But now I've come crashing down

Like the end to a sugar high

I'm hit all at once with the sadness

Though its been long since it was this strong

I can feel the anger rushing out of me

the annoyance and irritation free flowing

I'm hungry but too angry to eat

I'm tired but too sad to sleep

I'm bored but too paralyzed by emotions to move

I'm just done

I'm back where I started again

Unhappy, reclusive, hurt, angry

Just tired of the cycle when I thought I'd escaped

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