Choke

You move on

No effort required

As I sit and choke

All my tears I've cried over you

Oh, how good you are at hurting me

She's almost 10 years older than me

And so homely

I should be relieved

But its worse that she's not another countless whore

You love a good white trash girl

And according to you, 

You think we'd be friends.

I don't need to be friends

With this intruder on my life

Who's stealing my home

My future

My friend

My you.

I should be happy for you. 

But I'm not

I never will be

Because you still tell me you love me

And two weeks ago,

Asked me to marry you.

Even though you'd already been fucking her

For a month before that. 

You can't keep me

And have her too. 

I'm sure you tell both of us

Whatever you think we want to hear

You also love your lies,

Thinking you're so clever

Which is why I need to make a clean break and go

You keep me 

From moving forward

From moving on

From letting go. 

Your embrace has become a chain around my neck

And one of the two will break

So if she is what makes you happy

Forget me

If you really want to be with me,

You'd be with me. 

But you don't.