Denying You

Copyright ©2009 Stephanie R Schubert

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Another day down and another to go

Don't you know you reap what you sew

It doesn't matter that much to me

I am exactly where I want to be

Free from you and all of your past

You weren't the first but you were the last

The last one to prove me wrong

The last one to make me strong

I move on more than aware

I tripped over your past and it isn't fair

I took the risk, took the chance

You blamed it all on circumstance

Telling me what you think you should

Running away like I knew you would

All I know is I no longer care

Never again - this I swear

It won't be long until I'm gone for good

Loosing touch because you said I should

Leaving you and your memory behind

Finding darkness where light once shined

Going on all on my own

Hiding the parts I had shown

I only believed cause you said I could

I only tried cause you said you would

You said it was safe to trust in you

Now it something I will never do

Trust anyone who can talk a good game

Trust anyone ever cause I'm not the same

Wasting my precious time all along

Pretending you were right and I was wrong

Crashing into you so terribly

Loving you so unbearably

All the things I can no longer take

Denying you for my sanity's sake

All the things I should have known

Starting again on my own