Pain

I feel this nagging pain
It’s flowing through me deep in my vein
It’s a feeling I can’t tame
It makes me go through my days being mundane
I am the Joker to please the dame
I am the shadow walking in peoples fame
I am the support for the picture the outside frame
I watch people as they go and came
Stuck inside myself and my brain
I stand and scream so loud hein
But my words are stuck inside I must stay contained
I’m like that paper against the ruler I’m just bane
I have a feeling deep inside I can’t contain
But nobody sees me so I just shut up and ride
Always being looked over like I’m trying to hide
I feel the pain like I’m being fried
Every night I sit and cry
The only thing that helps is to stand up and try
Maybe it’s time for me to let go and say good bye