.... Thanks For Screwing Me Over / If You Give Up On Me

"....Thanks For Screwing Me Over / If You Give Up On Me"

By Arcassin Burnham

Stopped talking since the day I wrote her in my phone,

Not even talking to my friends, I hope they leave me alone,

I wasn't worthy then and I'm not worthy now to the throne,

To the be the king of her heart,

Is this how my life starts?,

I got bad memories of things I do not wanna remember,

But this one of when it was me and her cuddled in December,

She needed someone and I was there cause nobody would linger,

Like thanks for Screwing Me Over,

You and all your friends got quite older...

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Have you ever had so much love for the person that you thought

Was gonna see this through to the end with you?

Have you ever wanted nothing more to worship the ground that

They walked on everyday praising their issues?

Have you ever wanted so much happiness and future plans for

Seeing kids that might or might not exist?

If you give up on me now , this never happens and I'll be traumatized

With wanting to be all over you..

Palms sweatin',

Feet cold and,

Body shakin',

Just to let you know and',

Eyes twitchin',

Mouth dry',

Walking to you,

I can't tell my legs,

But I'll be good If you say yes....

Me: Hey

Her: Hey what's up.......what's wrong,

Me: I have something to tell you,

Her: Sure , Anything From You,

Me: Listen ...um..I know that we've been friends for how long?

Her: 3 years haha , Me: yes 3 ...... And I wanna be able for us to

Have more years,

Her: What Are You Saying right now , is something wrong?

Me: No it's .....just I've holding this in since 9th grade..and I

Feel that it's only right if I tell you now,

Her: Sure , I guess,

Me: You're always so loyal , And you've always been there when

I had no one , my Best friend , the person I love more than anything,

Ive had a bad life coming up towards this moment and I just wanna 

Create better ones with you, So I ask ....will you my girlfriend?

Her: Um... Wow...I don't know what to say............... How can I say this

without breaking our friendship?

Me: What ?tell me...

Her: I already found someone...............and I love him...

Me:..............

Her: I'm sorry (Walks Away).

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