Need To Know

I just need to know,

Are we friends,                                              Or are we more,                                    Because your the one that I adore,

If we keep talking like this my heart will break,
But if you treat me right,
that's a risk I'm willing to take.

I want the truth and I want it now!
You knew the effect of that one night. But how?

As we sat by the fire,
We gave into a little more than desire.

People shouted "Get a room",
And as I walked up your stairs I thought it was a little to soon.

You seemed hooked and so was I,
I didn't care even when you made me cry.

You had said all the right things at the time,
and honestly I thought I was yours and you were mine.

You were sweet like sugar,
And totally perfect.
And I was sweaty and a little nervous.

In that moment you seemed perfect,
I thought there's no way on Earth that you earned your reputation or deserved it.

But now I see what I was missing,
I guess you thought I wasn't listening.
The rumors your friends spread were crazy,
And I can't help but think why didn't you stick up for me? Maybe?

I guess it only makes sense to leave my messages on read,
I mean who cares about what I do or said.

I'm just a silly little girl that you can add to your list.
Of all the girls you've hooked up with and kissed.