Sorry Never Comes in Advance

I'm tripping
The pain is always hitting
Me in my heart
It's no way that I could stop ipt
My love you up and dropped it
The man I loved with all my heart
Is the reason why it's stopping
The demons they be dancing
Telling me that I'll be nothing
And surely I let them kick me to the waste side
it hurts
It sickens me
That I let pain
Direct me into the darkness
Straight into the pits of misery
Agony
Obsessed with pain I caused more on myself
I need
I need
I need some help
There's fake all around me
I don't know where to turn
Return me to my essences lord
I want this fake me to burn
I wish that I could be who I was before the touching
Before the heart break
I'm sorry to those that I dragged alone
I didn't mean to hit a bone
Forgiveness is what I seek
I'm sorry that I been so weak