The Price of Clarity

SabreLi

I’m disappointed it’s true

In myself for believing

That I could be anything

But disappointed in you

 

It used to be my priority

To learn to see with clarity

I should have learned long ago

How dangerous it is to hope

 

And time again you prove me right

And every day I have to fight

Much harder than before

And every night I go to bed

And think about the day ahead

And wonder how much more?

 

Sometimes I wish I didn’t see with such precision

That I had everybody else’s blurry vision

And could see the world in the same light

‘Cos I don’t like what I see when I open my eyes

The grin behind the smiles and the truth behind the lies

But I can’t keep them closed all the time

 

I constantly blame myself

Doubt and question every time

I let it enter my mind

That I could trust someone else

 

I now see the severity

Of seeing with such clarity

I should have learned long ago

How dangerous it is to hope

 

And time again you prove me right

And every day I have to fight

Much harder than before

And every night I go to bed

And think about the day ahead

And wonder how much more?

 

Sometimes I wish I didn’t see with such precision

That I had everybody else’s blurry vision

And could see the world in the same light

‘Cos I don’t like what I see when I open my eyes

The grin behind the smiles and the truth behind the lies

But I can’t keep them closed all the time

 

Now I know the price of clarity

Is to sacrifice normality

I should have learned long ago

How dangerous it is to hope

 

Copyright © SabreLi

  • Author: SabreLi (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 25th, 2016 14:31
  • Comment from author about the poem: I am a firm believer in never giving up on anybody, but there comes a time when you have to let people go. You cannot help someone who is not willing to help themselves. This was written when I finally lost faith in someone who had treated me very badly for such a long time, when I had done nothing wrong. I chose to let them live their life on their own and no longer be a part of it, even though it was very difficult for me.
  • Category: Reflection
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  • Francesco

    Beautiful lyrics, I wonder whether there is a melody to accompany them.

    • SabreLi

      Thank you Francesco 🙂 Most of the things I write are actually lyrics but since I have no musical talent whatsoever I am resigned to leave them as words! xx

    • LIGHT WARRIOR

      No, you could easily be a songwriter...songwriting IS musical talent...because I am a singer and I could envision myself singing your work...I'm so glad that you have joined our sight,,your writing is amazing...It reminds me om my own in some ways...we are both 3rd decanant Pisceans (my bday is 3/16) ...

      • SabreLi

        Wow, such compliments - thank you a million times over! 😀 I have decided to pursue my writing in the music industry so we will see how far I get 🙂 Thanks so much for your support, I am honoured xx



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