blank on the mind

constant fear of nothing consuming me, in itself a contradiction. C

Crying to a white wall, no tears fall but my face is somehow wet. No screams but a contorted, twisted. Mouth

The words build up, like an army of evil golems ready to rip apart their prey.

I never asked for pain, innocent youth bent through an odd psychological condition that I cannot describe, but at the same time realizing the power exists in the matrix that is my Mind.

Veering far off course, WILD, SICK      DUDE. 

Chill, you are crazy.

Do not call me crazy! 

You do not know me. You only know the mask I have refused to take off in the eye of the matter.

This is not a private deal, you are no excepton...

I miss the yearn for connection, 

I now LOATHE it.

Constant humming in the skin, extending through the graphical existential plane of being that is space.

Fade In

fade Out

Cleanse me please, NOT THAT EASY!, but i hope

Back and forth the emotions range of my experience through a single thought,

trillions per second.

IMAGINE

the flag waves 

Acceptance forever elusive, see the fall and smile a little.