Is It Real

Can’t explain this feeling

Rising inside me daily

Usually never feeling this way

So, Lord, is my heart okay?

Hard to ball it up and push it down

I feel my face burn red when he’s around…

Not able to say if it’s true or not

God, it makes my head hurt A LOT

Oh, my gosh I’ve done this already!

Need someone to help me steady.

Help somebody!

I don’t wanna be hurt again…

My heart can only take so much pain.

So, am I really “C.R.U.S.H.I.N.G. O.N. H.I.M.”? Or am I just going through the motions…

Can’t let my guard down again, that’s how all those problems began…