ROCK BOTTOM

 i hit rock bottom a while ago

You know its killing me softly trying not to let it show 💯

Easy to fall, yet hard to rise again

I want to be loved an love a good man

Things changed went from good to bad

I cry every night it wasn't my plan

Trials thrown my way never thought I'd be the joke but you know what's funny is HABITUAL LIARS & CHURCH FOLK

Not the one to judge an I'm far from Goody too shoe

I'm writing about me be glad that its not you

No time for games and there's no one to Blame but me

I'm no longer afraid of what can happen or what I did wrong

I want to live a good life and write good songs! 🎤

Even though I'm at the bottom and weak no one hears my cries or understands my pain

Tears steady falling like my CHEEKS ARE WINDOWPANES

When I hit rock bottom it happen quick (bittersweet)  didn't have much time to think

Became weak while stuck in my thoughts

I thought I had a lot of people on my team (silly me) when I needed folks most peers turned into GHOST 😱

Days were slower and my time stand still lord i need you, why am I still here? 😭

Continuing living life while my heart is truly bruised 

Still in my thoughts wishful thinking should've been snapped back what was I drinking 🍹

When I hit rock bottom never thought it was True 

Blood went from Red, Purple, Black than Blue

Eyes closed LORD KNOWS WHAT WILL I DO...

Unbreakable Tam is just a name but in reality I'm hurting 

Sitting here By myself playing the BLAME GAME