Will never feel the same

Struggling, hurting.

whats the real life?

heartbeat beating fast,

want it to last,without thinking about the past.

want to stop hurting inside,

always wanting to hide.

wanting the feeling to go away,

want it to fade not stay.

seems all like a dream

but its not its reality.

I will never feel the way i did,

Exhausted, happy and a little confident.

Now its seems im a judgement,

But who are you to kidd?

I forbid.