destiny or illusion

I feel confused a lot
And sometimes there's this void in me
Like I'm meant for more
or that something's missing
I feel empty like my life doesn't have meaning or at least not yet
But what can I do about it now?
I go to school
Not a dime to my name
And I'm scatter brained
My life is a mess
So what could I possibly be destined for
I mean it's nice to believe that there's a greater calling
But it's so hard to have faith in that
Half the time I just want to give up