Never Said Goodbye

I think about him from time to time,

it saddens me when memories cross my mind.

His kindness kept me so dumb and blind,

I thought he was different, someone hard to find.

Even though he turned out to be someone bad,

the thought of his change leaves me sad.

Lost something big that I once had.

Not getting that back, it drives me mad.

Love was something I didn't look for,

but with him it felt like an open door.

I truly felt something, something more.

Questions left unanswered, I find it abhor.

Time heals wounds, that's a lie,

I still feel like I am going to die.

He never even told me that this is goodbye,

just faded away and left me wondering why?