Yuletide Cheer

The only thing that I can do now is pray that the holiday season may bring them back into their light

I can no longer assist them

Physically

Mentally

Financially

Emotionality

Sexually

I had an epiphany or two of my own somewhere within the cycle of Sunday evening through Monday to midnight to the witching hour of today

It was a great evening, all in all

A healing has now been put into thought and is waiting contently for when it comes time to add it to motion

This one is going to be a beauty

A multi-purpose expose of three-fold spectral light

One neon for my truest love

That stubborn fucking brat who most of you have heard me speak of at least once before

One emerald green for my good friend Glenn

A rabbits playground waiting to do what rabbits do

Temptation has been grabbing my snatch

Messaging my little oracular bulb

But, first a healing must be aligned

Along the chakra's path

Bent by all the hatred caused by sycophants with all of their putrid wrath

The third and final light would be, yes, mine

An opaque, yet prismatic wonder

To get me back in the saddle that fell off my old high horse

To prepare me for a brand new hayride

A journey that will bring next season's thunder

I cannot look back now anymore

No need for me to prove that I remember

I know better than to start planning the new year this early in December

I no longer dread the Yuletide cheer

The holiday blitz

The bullshit stories

This year I have returned to my childhood somehow

I guess Christmas is not so bad after all

I have been using my voice to sing along to the good Christmas songs seldom played

What Child Is This

Away in the Manger

Hark the Herald Angel Sing

It is time to travel home 

To embrace my mother

Spend quality time with my nephew's who I am told really long to get to know me now

A warm feeling of triumph has managed to embrace my heart

I won't ever let it go again

No way

I was right when I predicted that this past year would be filled with greatness

I am thankful for this place where I stay

I know that 2016 is about to fade away but everything that it has taught me will remain with me forever

I have met so many people

Some black

Some white

Some grey

I can't believe I made it, that I did not run away

I wonder where I will go from here

And there, how long I will stay

I am used to this routine by now

Nothing lasts forever for most

For me, it never lasts very long

The only forever that I know us my voice as I sing every song

In my soul that will forever belong to life

Immortality is the promise of God Almighty

The love of Venus and Aphrodite

The dance of Pan who flutes the song

I could list them all

They are not false, nor are they idols

Idolatry is a crazy thing

It's definition cannot be found in book s

Nor films

Not anywhere

I am not convinced that it is even a word

I haven't heard the birdsong in the night

Nothing is wrong with being righteous

To each, of course, their own

However, each has now the responsibility of paying their own prices

Facing their demons

Owning up to their shit

Doing their time

Before the chime of midnight this blessed New Years eve

I refuse to acknowledge the grieving noise of the ungrateful

The requests that bombard us from hateful mouth

The begging please of the braggarts as they are dragged to Hell

Take a penny from my urn as you depart

Sure hope you can find a wishing well when you land 

I remember what the angelic black man told me when I was living in Reno

"Jason the mason..we have some work to do"..

Suddenly all I can think if is going home to see my family

I want to make each moment last

Enjoy each bite of the food

Talk to my mom about all of my plans

My sister Kelly

All the kids

I gave been a Scrooge for too long

I am over the pain from my past

This is my Christmas Caroll

Another song that will last eternally in my heart

For all that is planned, I am down

I must pay equal respect to everyone.....

12/6/2016