The Art Of Captivation

"Just leave him alone T! He's no good for you !!! " ..
says every person I speak of him to...
"Are you me?! Were you there?!" I scream..
Did you see
when he
Captivated not only my heart but my being?
No..
No you weren't there..
You didn't listen to any of the words he said
You didn't feed off his reinforced romanticism
You didn't give your heart and soul to him..
As I did..
Therefore you cannot tell me
To just let him be..
I know I need to..
It's easier said than done
I mean come on
How quickly would you forget that someone?
Someone who took the time
To invade every inch of your soul and mind
To find everything out that he could
Doing more rather than less that he would
Be able to say that only he should
Be the one ..
He didn't take you on those amazing nightly hours of food and nonsense
He didn't make military plans with you of kids and marriage and endless love
Hence
You can not put a clock to or when I'll be back to me
I am trying though
I took the proper precautions
I don't communicate in any way lest my mind would fall backwards into the hole of reconciliation and hurt I'm currently in
Trying my hardest to spring forward
To mend
The torn and re-shattered pieces of this corazon