"Leukemia" Poem, by xayne90, at My poetic side

The news fell on me
like a ton of bricks,
Almost colapsed to my knees
as my spirit riped,

Here wondering
how can this happen,
While hes in the hospital
my hope goes to shattering,

Nothing like your baby looking in the eyes
Sitting there wondering what's going on and why,
God only knows how many times I've fuckin cried
I'm not a believer but right now I gotta put my hands to the sky,

God please, take this away
Lukemia, inbedded
deep in my brain,
Landon consumed
With all types of pain,
Best believe jesus
Will remember his name,

Son just know
I love you to the moon and back
Im not the best dad,
But on your sleeves my hearts attached,

My small boy
Filled with confusion,
And each day
With every transfusion,
We know it really hurts,
As we pray to god hoping,
That you make it,
Your will is expolsive,

All the things i need to say,
Im so sorry for everything,
We will greive for you tonight,
Dispite the ods please
u must fight son,
Go on to live strong,
Its Time to prove wrong,

We see hes fired up
Starting right now
He'll be strong,
Cancer begone,

We dont care if no one else believes
Cause landons got alot of fight left in him

Author: xayne90 ( Offline)
Published: January 2nd, 2017 22:07
Comment from author about the poem: thank you for everybody who clicked on my pome I'm not the most talented writer ever but I did put a lot of heart and tears behind every word that is written, my name is Zack and I'm a 26 year old father of three, I have two boys and a newborn baby girl , The middle child of mine his name is Landon , One of the sweetest and most caring thoughtful amazing two-year-old you'll ever meet , on December 20 of 2016 at some point in the morning my whole world will of been starting to crumble beneath my very feet , we noticed my son started getting very pale he started losing weight whenever he got a little cut or his lips were chapped they wouldn't he'll ever they would just keep bleeding , and he was constantly sick for at least over a month, finally we've had enough blood test with no real answers so we brought him to the hospital , The hospital conducted their own blood test, and transferred us to another hospital about 50 miles away from where we live with urgency, so with me and his mother and the rest of the family in the dark about what's going on with our son, we had to sit.... petrified after 12 hours of testing , finally the next day on December 20 testing would reveal that my son had pre-b all, or in layman's terms it's acute leukemia, and just because it has the word acute and it does not mean it is any less deadly then a different kind of leukemia, we have been in the hospital for two weeks and we are scheduled to be here for another two weeks to watch him very closely and to see where his leukemia is headed, I'm just happy we brought him to the hospital when we did because if we would've waited any longer and with how rapid his temperature was rising through every day he was going to die at any point, everybody please pray for my son
Category: Sad
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