That's All For Now

Deep thoughts of a lost mind
Trapped inside unable to find
A soul’s sight going blind
Putting all that it is in a bind.
Feeling like I’m lost and alone
Like the real me is gone
The hurt reaching the bone
Nothing left to be shown.
Nothing left; not even a trace
How’d I get to this place?
Am I going at too fast a pace?
What in the future will I have to face?
I wonder what’s ahead for me
What obstacles could there be?
Will I one day be free?
Will my eyes open so I can see?
I want to see what’s down the road ahead
I want a clear mind when I go to bed
And a good reason for the tears I’ve shed
And all the blood that I have bled.
I want to become a better me than I am
And not feel like a fake, a phony, a sham
I want to give more than a damn
That’s all for now; thank you ma’am.