I'm So Sad And Lonely.

when everyone has gone and I'm so sad and lonely
when fights break out and somehow got misunderstood
so broken hearted that my world in a family is too
it's a passing time that fills my heart with not wanting
strange it seems those fly by nights which haunted me
my dreams fell short, they didn't settle down in history
I tried to live a life that made me happy but kept me down
struck down dumb again, yet, when you find an answer help me
shouted out to you. time I found in me, it wasn't up for offer
where was sanity which paid my brain an exit into the eternity of it
you hurt and passed my soul for I didn't go, couldn't you see me
tears watered up my ground when I needed to feel in Heaven
I think a lot that my Mother still loves and holds my heart dearly
far gone it seems the possibility which I cannot bare those others
unfeeling with sincerity and successful in a liar the world never saw
troubled along the highway and every other road that was mistaken
unfolding with years when blood caressed our walls and screaming
my life, in turn, melted, my heart had meaning but was taken.