Insecure

My insecurity is my limitation,
my mind is growing in most places but my insecurity is keeping me stationed,
I feel like the only thing that would help is a proclamation
so that's why I project my shadow into rhyming and creation,
maybe one day I can help people in the same situation.

Inside me buried is deep frustration sometimes causing me to
stay stationed at a lower vibration,
the essence of loving myself is dried up and going into starvation
and the thought of moving to a different location so no one knows me
comforts and deflates my agitation.

Logically I know it's all about starting from the inside out
but the doubts keep creeping in and the person I am on the outside
is a constant sell out to the person I am on the inside,
as within, so without...

Just when I think it's raining there's another drought.