Leave me broken

“I was having flashbacks of an ex I still have everyday battles fighting myself saying, "Don't go message him/her." And it's still a struggle not to message that person because of how close we were and how much they were there for me and I was there for them.  I now have someone who cares and loves me no matter what unconditionally, and I love him.  So here is my little handwritten letter/poem called; Leave Me Broken."

Sunday.  February, fifth. Two-thousand-seventeen. 10:00:06 AM


"Oh darling one day you will see, see that you will be okay, and that silly boy/girl doesn't matter anymore.  You will see one day he/she never mattered, you will see you are better off without him/her. You will one day realize you don't need him/her and his/her cheating ways. He/she will realize he/she lost the best goddamn thing in the whole wide world, Because honey. You are the best goddamn thing in this world. One day he/she will realize he fucked up and played the wrong person, and he/she will realize he/she will never be the same without you. He'll/She'll see you holding hands with someone else, kissing them, loving them like you did with him/her. And he/she will realize he/she fucked up right then and there. Because he/she fell in love with you and he/she will never get you back. And it'll shatter him/her. To finally see you happy. To finally see you laughing without the pain in your eyes. To finally see you smile without you looking like your about to cry. It'll shatter his/her whole world. But you don't worry about his/her dumbass, because you are better off without him/her, you are stronger than this war in your head trying to say you’re not better off without him/her. Leave me broken, so you can heal yourself own. And once you do, you will get over this, and you will become happy once again and find love once again. You'll see what love really is.

Darling you will be okay.”

--🌸 Kylie Sierra Harper Ryne Musselman Faiella-Willis Holbrooke. 🌸