Shades of me

Tis said do be "most darkest of night before the dawning light doth break." Though would I wager ..Is it not as darkest as my shattered heart ...
"Shattered ...sadly "tis it truest" as shards of glass.." hath they embedded " in my chest.. pain perhaps comparable " unto heart that doth shed crimson rivulets" in endless ruination of my spirit...that even " my soul doth weep"
"Weeping miseries" ..that tears fall silenty ..in silvery streams of guilt..down my cheek..they roll..heavy laden with memories of you...your ghost still haunts me...your smile endearing ..and warming this cold , morbid existence....
"Morbidity ..sombre" a silence that "doth it draw satin black veil" to cover my eyes...for if i were to look into the abyss any longer..would i plunge myself unto its depths..such is my loneliness and isolation....
'Isolation" to be so alone ..so alone that my thoughts they "doth echo of me" imside my own head...or to swim an ocean of sorrow ..an eternal voyage on "desperation's hand" ...but of what depair .. a madness claims me ..
"Madness.". .for it was complete idiocy to let you walk from me "whence did we two have eternity and reside therein happiest". Screaming in the night...i awaken from sleep..and look for you...then harsh realities become awash of me...in my mind ..that i am alone..
"Mind numbing" twist of fate...that i cannot dispel you from my soul .."thine enchant doth it enslave me. In chains of "thy softest most sighs and caresses tenderest" yet they feel as though they are "cruellest hawthorn spike" and barbed wire snare ..that did trap a wolf unto thee...
"Wolf ensnared" ..entangled of your love...blinded by the unseen reflection of your presence....listening to your heart ..dearest love was mine.."now tis lost of me". ..and the bloom of your smile..a rose whose beauty abounds my dream's wants.....Ah ...but now hath it beome torn and withered "petal of indifference" within my hands...and "thereto my love " "must my broken soul reside"
2016 ^(R)/^. Raven ♥