I'm Just a Man

The things I love the most, I let it jade me. Crying out for help somebody save me.

I can't let them know all that, they take it as weakness when you show all that.
So I just live in my mind as I fade to black.

Gods child but at times I can't help but to feel left in the cold.
At the same time I made my choices now I'm lost and alone.

God guarantees a life time of problems, it's also guaranteed a mustard seed to solve em.

How can what so many people believe in be wrong? But how can so many that pray suffer so long?

Loyal, honest, hard working, I did it right. Yet it's the fake, the snakes and thieves that sleep at night.

Im failing this test because I'm ready to break. Apathy has me ready to accept that fate.

It's really hard to pray because I feel like I'm talking to the wall.
I listen for his voice but silence is all.

I'm not asking for easy but damn, when this ever stop?
The judgement that's passed, all the hating and dropping salt.

I guess I'll just keep praying and talking to myself. While watching the truly evil live it up and stack their wealth.

Holding on by a thread I just want to do right. So fucking hard to live by faith and not by sight.

I hope God forgives me through these eyes that I sin.
Father I'm just a man...AMEN.