Only God

Four years...close to that anyway.

Enough time to create many ghosts.

My today's filled with space taken.
Deep rooted memories of time spent with you.
Actually more time without you has passed.

My heart knows only us in time.

See... My heart is wrapped in lights.
Only yours.
Every light shines for you.
Alone though it may be,
it shines bright and true
For you.

I want to forget.
Let you go.
Take out your lights and break them ät your feet.
A show of I AM DONE.
My done!

None would believe such a crazy thing.
Especially you.

You see the light.
Are the light.
You know it.
When it flickers you react.

Push or pull, matters not.
Response is enough.

You need my need.
It feeds you.

My love for you is as true as it comes.
Feeding the us in whatever way necessary.
Attention is attention after all.

Can you imagine me not loving you?
Right there in front of you.
Where you predicted I'd be.
Feeling.
Knowing.
Peaceful.
Content.
Content in knowing that no matter what you have my love.

Feel it?
Does it cause you to pause?

When do you see me in your life?
When do I come to mind?

I rank.
Even a low rank is ranking.

Not gone.
Not done.
There.

A love so complete yet I feel so incomplete.
There.
In front of you.

I wish I could hate you.
Do you want me to?
Please show me how if you do!

If not than just KNOW...
The light shines for you.
Only you!

None can come between you, me and your light.
You hold the key.
Until you release me!

Only God shines brighter.
Only God!

March 29, 2016 © Becky Jo Gibson, All rights reserved