faded out

Dreams of tomorrow fading faster than I can remember them. Loving you should be a crime against myself. Falling for the wrong person,all for the right reasons.Now i got feelings so twisted that i haven't been able to decipher which are real and which are fake. crying in front of you was a damn mistake.

I don't write to find fame, i write to attempt to feel the same.Perfect people pointing out their imperfections. house of memories, faded pictures on the walls.im trying to hold on to you,but i let go and free fall.

crystalline eyes, beautiful words, spun into sickening lies.insults spit too damn sharp. cutting too deep into our hearts.

telling you everything on my mind.feelings for me is the one thing i try to find. tell me what it is you try to hide. To proud to let go of your pride? Scared of trying to recall everything.hurt as much as it may, i just need to sing. feeling close to nothing for a second time again today.

crystalline eyes, beautiful words, spun into sickening lies.insults spit too damn sharp. cutting too deep into our hearts.

why do i try so hard to break you? its not like i hate you. although you make me want to scream... wait hold up,haven't we already been in this scene. funny how history repeats itself.guess i really do need some help.

im looking into your crystalline eyes, hearing all your beautiful words. watching you spin them into sick and twisted lies. spitting insults that cut deep enough to scar. how did we ever end up this far?