I Remember

I remember all those words you said
All those awful words
Tearing me down
So you fell happy.
I remember all the times you hit me
Causing me to fell physical pain
Adding on to the emotional pain
That is still here
I remember all the times you wished I didn't exist
I lost count on that one
Which is extremely sad
Do you remember?
No
You don't
You don't remember all the pain you cause me
You don't remember all the times asked you why
You don't remember what you do to me
You don't know what you have done
You don't know what I do behind closed doors
You don't know what thoughts haunt my mind
Like ghost in a old abandoned mansion
I call you friend
You were my first friend in high school
I remember when we met in intro to acting
You do all these things to me
But I still call you friend
Though you hate me
I still give you a helping hand
Though you smite it down
I still give you kindness
Though all you give me is hate
I always say sorry
But you do not
I always forgive you
But you still hate me
I hope you know who you are after hearing this
Do you remember
All this now?