Scars

Seanachaidh


Notice of absence from Seanachaidh
Note: I disappear for months on end......but I always come back!

We all bear our scars and just because they aren't visible doesn't mean that they aren't there

 

The scars fade, the memories don't

 

It's an on going battle

It's a constant struggle

It's a war that never ends

 

It's a sweet escape

It gets me lost in my own high as I glide into temporary paradise

Power is such forbidden aphrodisiac when it pumps through the veins and the more you intake; the more less reality seems fake

 

As my adrenaline starts to race

 

A sliver of the razor's lash strikes out on my flesh leaving behind a red trail

As tears baptize the red pool dripping in rivers spreading in its wake

For each possession of power taken, a balance must be made and if it must be in done by blood - so shall it be!

 

I can only lie!

No one understands

No one ever will!

The guilt is buried deep

Yet still dictates my life

The curse of sown and reaped

The emblem of my strife

Every cut shows pain,

Every scar has a story

 

Am I closer to freedom or death by mistake?

 

As I close my eyes, I am air as my soul glides like silk through the pulsing night temporarily leaving its host down on Earth and as darkness cloaks my vision, I dream of when I was innocent and young.......

 

After being beaten and battered by Mother Nature and eyes exposed to the naked truth of how ugly humanity can be - the girl died and in her place was a shadow of her past life drifting on by......

 

Je ne souhaite pas être jugé, je souhaite seulement quelqu'un comprendre

Je ne devrais pas être en vie, mais je suis heureux que je suis

 

 

 

 

  • Author: Anonymous (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: February 16th, 2017 17:37
  • Comment from author about the poem: French - Je ne souhaite pas être jugé, je souhaite seulement quelqu'un comprendre translates to English to I do not wish to be judged, I only wish for someone to understand French - Je ne devrais pas être en vie, mais je suis heureux que je suis translates to English as I shouldn't be alive but I'm glad I am
  • Category: Gothic
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  • WG7

    I understand as I cut myself. Though no one can see it. The battle scars are there, but no one cares enough to find them. My demons are living inside of me. Just remember HOLD on. Keep on FIGHTING. You life is worth it. Teach the demons a lesson. We love you, and we want you here ALWAYS. Love yourself then you'll be loved. We'll be here for you when YOU want us. Never let the demons take control. Never let the voices win. You are stronger than them. Never let other people hurtful words go inside. Don't believe them. You are beautiful, and wonderful. You're an amazing poet. Keep on living. We want you to live.

  • Jooles

    Ravissant, très émouvant



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