Lust or Love

i don't know how i could've been such a fool
to invite you into my life
when all you were was a tool
but in my back you jammed a knife

lust or love i'm not so sure
maybe there was something, it's unclear
all i know is i'm crying on the floor
after drinking one to many beers

now you're off with your soon to be conquest
while i'm at home starving myself
something to this magnitude is hard to digest
but in "love" it's every man for himself

it's ill of me to think you cared
how silly of me to leave my heart unguarded
but i thought it was a illusion we both shared
now i am bombarded

we didn't know what we were
you said "let's just have some fun"
now it's clear you wanted her
and i was no one