My note is in my pocket
While I wait I'll just sit
I reread the letter
I mean everything will be better
I hear people screaming
So I put the note away and start standing
I see my parents far below
They are crying and screaming no
My siblings mouths are hanging
I am going to miss singing
Police are using megaphones to say positive things
I guess I'm done running
Their is to much pain
I want to be slain
I see the guy I like
He jumped off his bike
So many tears are coming out
Someone took him to the lot
I look up at the sky
I want to be a bird and fly
Fly away from all my problems
Though would I have thumbs
I take a step forward
Can't wait to be a bird
I take a deep breath
I mean I could of used meth
I close my eyes
No more lies
They want me to fall
Did someone just call
I whisper my goodbyes
I then start to cry
I'm done, I'm free
Everyone will leave me be
I have fallen off the building
I am done lying
I feel free when I fell
I know I'll go to hell
My body ends up in a heep
Everyone starts to weep
Even the creep
And all I did was leap
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The next day everyone found out what happened
That I jumped into the wind
They knew that I had died
Everyone cried
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Its been years since I died
They do care about me so they lied
They cry to this day when they think about me
They wished they never left me be
My parents didn't know who to blame
They thought I was playing a game
My parents and siblings are depressed
They often request
Help, the help I should of got
Though I didn't get it because I'm a bot
They guy I liked liked me too
When I died he died too
He used a knife
And ended his life
Because he only wanted me
That why he never left me be
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Just remember they do care
Even though they don't show it
And I know its not fair
Just please don't quit
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Author:
WolfIsControlledByTheDemons (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: So I wrote this because I wanted to show everyone. Yes suicide might be the choice you want to do, but you shouldn't. When you kill yourself you just pass along heartbreak and all your problems, and I would know. Suicide isn't the cowards way out, but if you do it do you even know how much hurt everyone else will be in. They don't show it now, but everyone loves you. You'll find your soul mate, and love them to death. Though if you killed yourself you wouldn't get to find them. You wouldn't get to experience having a child with the one you love. Raising a family. Going on adventures. If you killed yourself you would miss out on so much. I'm not going to say it will be easy to stop self harming and having the thoughts, but with help and time. You will get better maybe not now, but you will in the future. You've made it this far and so have I. We can make it farther. Like my friend Nicole says 'suicide is just self murder'. Do you want to murder yourself?
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see the thing about suicide is thing you may think you can just kill your self but even before the cops get there you pop right back out on the delivery table to a new mom maybe a new brothe and into a new live maybe better maybe not but you can't get away from the lessons you m=need to learn for your soul to grow? so yes you can run but you can't hide from GOD he has plenty of time and if you want to play hide and seek with he Ok but at the end of the day he will win and guess who loses no one but you just get a new family families are like a box of chocolate you never know what you'll get? ww
Yeah I've been suicidal for...well rather not say, and I've been hiding for a long time.
Thanks this means a lot. Thanks for what you said it... just um thanks.
I love this poem. It was heart breaking, but that message at the end lifted my heart just a little. You are an amazing poet and I love all of the works you have done. Keep going please.
Thank you Luci. This is nice of you to say that.
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